Sunday, January 30, 2011

Sometimes I...

Sometimes I am blown away by the amazing people that I am lucky enough to call my friends. They create a place for me to be safe, to speak my dreams out loud, and listen to my rants. They offer support, advice, and unconditional love.

Sometimes I throw out to do lists in favor of spending time with my mom and younger cousins playing Mario Kart and streaming Netflix movies. Cleaning, laundry, and the like can wait. Laughter and bonding are much more fun.

Sometimes I lets tears fall down my cheeks without wiping them away because I have a tendency to push my feelings away until they all come crashing back in overwhelming waves.

Sometimes I forget that I'm running my own race and that I shouldn't compare my life to other peoples. I am me, unique, and doing exactly what I should be doing for myself.

Sometimes I am really bad at returning emails, making phone calls, and sending packages in the mail. Eventually I get the tasks done, it just takes a while. Or several  months.

 Sometimes I have several ideas for blog posts floating around in my head, but when I sit down to write they just aren't ready to be put into words yet.

Sometimes I just have to hit "mark all as read" and start over fresh another day.

Your turn. Fill in the blank. Sometimes I ________________________________.