Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Sometimes I...

Sometimes I get upset with real life friends when it seems that they can’t make time for me, even though I always find a way to make time for them.

Sometimes I realize how far I’ve come in my attempt to know the difference in what I can control and what I can’t control, especially this last month.

Sometimes I get cranky when my plans for an evening are disrupted, but then I get an unexpected phone call and fall asleep to the sound of rain hitting the window, thinking it couldn’t have been any better.

Sometimes I pray to a God I’m not sure I believe in, because at that moment I really needed to believe in something.

Sometimes I don’t want to hear the truth, on occasion ignorance is bliss.

Sometimes I repaint over chipped nail polish because I’m too lazy to remove the old nail polish.

Sometimes I need to withdraw from everyone and everything, just to regroup and mentally get myself to the place where I need to be.

Sometimes I think chocolate chip peanut butter oatmeal cookie dough, really does make a bad day better.

Sometimes I find myself completely nostalgic for times gone by.

Sometimes I find myself nearly bursting with excitement for the future.

Sometimes I love having a large extended family, other times I need a break from them.

Sometimes I wonder what the next several months will bring for me and my friends--job changes, marriages, relocations, its scary and exciting at the same time, I wonder how it will affect our friendships.

Sometimes I’m really bad at returning emails.

Sometimes I just need to take a deep breath and remember its all going to be ok, all of it.

Your turn, fill in the blank. Sometimes I ___________________________________________.