Monday, June 07, 2010

Trusting

“You may not always end up where you thought you were going, but you will always end up where you were meant to be.” ~Megan Wood


I’ve been trying really hard to figure out the next big step in my life-where it might take me, what I’ll be doing, how life will look once I get there. I can tell you that this can be absolutely exhausting. All the uncertainty, the hoping, the wishing, the time spent in front of a computer researching--sometimes it just all catches up with me and I’m thoroughly spent. Sometimes I wonder if I am doing the right thing, wondering why it isn’t easier, why the process takes so long. (And yes, I’m aware that I am a horribly impatient person.)

I forget that there is a certain amount of trust I have to establish, a trust that I am going to end up right where I belong. A trust and a reminder to keep an open mind and an open heart on this journey, that even though I don't know where I'm going, it will be exactly where I am supposed to go.

In the meantime, I'm really striving to make memories and enjoy where I am in this very minute.